Thursday, May 26, 2011

6/1/2

New way to title. I don't like it, but it's better than "6 months, 1 week, 2 days"


We've got 1 week until Colossalcon. I'm busy trying to get ready in my mind, but the truth is, I'm not ready.
My cosplay is barely started, so I'll have to go with old ones
I've got a million (okay, really like 2) rave outfit ideas in my head. I need to see if they will work out.
Shayne needs dress clothes for the formal ball.
I need to figure out how to wear my hair to said ball.
And what shoes to wear.
I need to pack, but that brings me back to the question of cosplays.
So much stress, but in the end I know it will be worth it.
4 days with Shayne, Chrissy, and Lewis. Life is perfect with Shayne and Chrissy. Lewis is taking us there XD
3 nights with them as well. By the end, we'll be more than the best of friends. We will be more than family. We will be a functioning family of friends XD
My gods I love them. I never want to be without them ♥

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

6 Months, 1 week, 1 Day

Titling it the way I do is going to get old quickly -.-

We hung out at Shayne's house last night with Corey. It's nice hanging out with Corey. I get so annoyed at him, but he really is my best guy friend and I don't know what I would do without him. He's like my big brother, or at least what I imagine one would be like because not only am I the oldest, I only have sisters.
We just lay about, talking, laughing, and reminiscing. Months before Shayne and I even met each other, Corey told me we would make a good couple. Of course, I only knew him as "Chris' brother," so really, he could've been anyone since I hadn't even MET Chris, I only knew OF him and I only knew of Shayne that he had been after Breanna for forever and was a creeper. Or group really can overblow things in such a childish way. But, so not knowing him and being [kind of] with Mark, I denied it with some amount of disgust. Then, months later just after school started, Corey told Shayne that him and I would make a good couple. According to Corey, Shayne was playing a video game and looked up kind of excitedly like "who?!" XD ♥
It was Corey who texted me from Shayne's phone over the summer when he didn't have his, putting my number in Shayne's phone and giving me his simultaneously, then Corey who told Shayne to ask me when he wondered what happened to Mark. It was Corey who let me vent about Mark then talk about my confusion when Shayne started hanging out with me then flirting. Although Corey never had a direct impact on getting me with Shayne, I still thank him. Without him, I may not be with the wonderful man that I am with today. ♥♥♥

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

6 months, 1 week

Today, I begin this blog. To be honest, I don't know how this blog will work out. I hope to write here close to every day about my relationship with Shayne. Here will be struggles and triumphs, moments of roses, and moments of poison. If you are reading this blog, you are one of those I will trust with any of this information. I am not writing here to judge or be judged, but to reflect and maybe help others out.

So, 6 months, 1 week. Saturday we had a pretty serious fight. For a bit, I really thought about how our relationship was. I started seeing only the bad things. I went to Chrissy's and talked to her. By evening when he got online (he had gone to Rock on the Range) I was remembering the good things, and how I was completely in love with him.
Sunday, he gave me a ring he bought me while at ROTR. It's a set of 2, he has one, I have the other. Together, they make a heart that says "Love" in the middle.