Friday, September 2, 2011

Mary's Song

This has to be one of the sweetest songs ♥


9 months, 2 weeks, 2 days

Hey baby doll, we've been together long enough to have a baby :)
GOOD THING WE AREN'T :D

I drew Sailor Moon on your wall today :) It sucked, but it was appropriate. You know you secretly love it :)



A couple days ago, the couple I mentioned in a previous post broke up again. Only this time instead of getting back together the next day, they're still separated. The girl seemed to be fine [I don't know her boyfriend personally, therefore I don't have him on facebook], started the water fast she had so been looking forward to, went running around for the paperwork to go back to the school she had been going to before her mom moved, and seemed hopeful about being single. I woke up this morning to a vague status on her page that her mother wrote, saying that she had been taken to Children's Hospital and would probably be admitted to the psychiatric ward for stating that she would "try it again." I'm really, really concerned. Everyone on her facebook was posting on her page that she had attempted suicide. I mean, she could have had complications with her water fast, but she had started it yesterday morning.
Shayne, you don't know about this. You probably don't even sense something is wrong. Nothing's felt too wrong because I know she's safe in the hospital. But darling, I need you. I need you to be there for me. I want to talk to you without you judging anyone/anything. Don't get me wrong, you know every other aspect of my daily life. I just couldn't stand it if you judged her. She's the strongest person I know and I admire her so much. Seeing the way you shoot down Emilie Autumn, I don't really trust you with my idols.
We need to work on this. We can't function very well if I can't trust you with something as simple as talking about people I admire.

I love you ♥
Desiree