8 Months, 5 days

Alberto: "You have a letter" *passes it to me*
There's no name with the return address, but it's from Shayne's grandma's, leaving me confused.
I open it hastily like I would any other letter and rose petals explode all over me and onto the floor.

I love this boy ♥

It's a quarter after 1, I'm all alone, and I need you now

8 Months, 3 Days

Everyone has someone they look up to for different reasons. One of the 2 couples that I look up to because their love is so strong just broke up. When things like this happen, my hope is a little shaken.
But this happened in the spring with the other of the 2 couples. I kept my hope and we grew.
Maybe one day we can be a relationship that someone else looks up to. All I need to do is keep hope and faith in our relationship and we will overcome everyone's doubts of a high school love.
I look forward to marrying you ♥

7 Months, 2 weeks, 6 days

Sometimes, I seriously have my doubts. Like lately. We see each other every day, and I think that's the problem. I'm just not having as much fun anymore. We go to your house, we lay in your bed all day watching TV, the curtains making it seem like night. Occasionally Corey comes over and hangs out with us and I jump at the opportunity to talk to him, which I think kind of hurts you. I don't love him more, I'm just....bored. I'm not the kind of person who can do the same thing every day. I need something new, something exciting. I need to break this routine! I've brought it up thousands of times, but nothing's really different. I'm beginning to lose faith. Don't let that happen, please.