This has to be one of the sweetest songs ♥
Friday, September 2, 2011
9 months, 2 weeks, 2 days
Hey baby doll, we've been together long enough to have a baby :)
GOOD THING WE AREN'T :D
I drew Sailor Moon on your wall today :) It sucked, but it was appropriate. You know you secretly love it :)
A couple days ago, the couple I mentioned in a previous post broke up again. Only this time instead of getting back together the next day, they're still separated. The girl seemed to be fine [I don't know her boyfriend personally, therefore I don't have him on facebook], started the water fast she had so been looking forward to, went running around for the paperwork to go back to the school she had been going to before her mom moved, and seemed hopeful about being single. I woke up this morning to a vague status on her page that her mother wrote, saying that she had been taken to Children's Hospital and would probably be admitted to the psychiatric ward for stating that she would "try it again." I'm really, really concerned. Everyone on her facebook was posting on her page that she had attempted suicide. I mean, she could have had complications with her water fast, but she had started it yesterday morning.
Shayne, you don't know about this. You probably don't even sense something is wrong. Nothing's felt too wrong because I know she's safe in the hospital. But darling, I need you. I need you to be there for me. I want to talk to you without you judging anyone/anything. Don't get me wrong, you know every other aspect of my daily life. I just couldn't stand it if you judged her. She's the strongest person I know and I admire her so much. Seeing the way you shoot down Emilie Autumn, I don't really trust you with my idols.
We need to work on this. We can't function very well if I can't trust you with something as simple as talking about people I admire.
I love you ♥
Desiree
GOOD THING WE AREN'T :D
I drew Sailor Moon on your wall today :) It sucked, but it was appropriate. You know you secretly love it :)
A couple days ago, the couple I mentioned in a previous post broke up again. Only this time instead of getting back together the next day, they're still separated. The girl seemed to be fine [I don't know her boyfriend personally, therefore I don't have him on facebook], started the water fast she had so been looking forward to, went running around for the paperwork to go back to the school she had been going to before her mom moved, and seemed hopeful about being single. I woke up this morning to a vague status on her page that her mother wrote, saying that she had been taken to Children's Hospital and would probably be admitted to the psychiatric ward for stating that she would "try it again." I'm really, really concerned. Everyone on her facebook was posting on her page that she had attempted suicide. I mean, she could have had complications with her water fast, but she had started it yesterday morning.
Shayne, you don't know about this. You probably don't even sense something is wrong. Nothing's felt too wrong because I know she's safe in the hospital. But darling, I need you. I need you to be there for me. I want to talk to you without you judging anyone/anything. Don't get me wrong, you know every other aspect of my daily life. I just couldn't stand it if you judged her. She's the strongest person I know and I admire her so much. Seeing the way you shoot down Emilie Autumn, I don't really trust you with my idols.
We need to work on this. We can't function very well if I can't trust you with something as simple as talking about people I admire.
I love you ♥
Desiree
Friday, July 22, 2011
8 Months, 5 days
Alberto: "You have a letter" *passes it to me*
There's no name with the return address, but it's from Shayne's grandma's, leaving me confused.
I open it hastily like I would any other letter and rose petals explode all over me and onto the floor.
I love this boy ♥
There's no name with the return address, but it's from Shayne's grandma's, leaving me confused.
I open it hastily like I would any other letter and rose petals explode all over me and onto the floor.
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
8 Months, 3 Days
Everyone has someone they look up to for different reasons. One of the 2 couples that I look up to because their love is so strong just broke up. When things like this happen, my hope is a little shaken.
But this happened in the spring with the other of the 2 couples. I kept my hope and we grew.
Maybe one day we can be a relationship that someone else looks up to. All I need to do is keep hope and faith in our relationship and we will overcome everyone's doubts of a high school love.
I look forward to marrying you ♥
But this happened in the spring with the other of the 2 couples. I kept my hope and we grew.
Maybe one day we can be a relationship that someone else looks up to. All I need to do is keep hope and faith in our relationship and we will overcome everyone's doubts of a high school love.
I look forward to marrying you ♥
Thursday, July 7, 2011
7 Months, 2 weeks, 6 days
Sometimes, I seriously have my doubts. Like lately. We see each other every day, and I think that's the problem. I'm just not having as much fun anymore. We go to your house, we lay in your bed all day watching TV, the curtains making it seem like night. Occasionally Corey comes over and hangs out with us and I jump at the opportunity to talk to him, which I think kind of hurts you. I don't love him more, I'm just....bored. I'm not the kind of person who can do the same thing every day. I need something new, something exciting. I need to break this routine! I've brought it up thousands of times, but nothing's really different. I'm beginning to lose faith. Don't let that happen, please.
Saturday, June 25, 2011
7 Months, 1 Week, 1 Day
I always looked for love. If we were going somewhere, vacation, visiting, whatever, and there would be boys my age, I kept my eye open for love.
Needless to say, I never found it.
But one day I stumbled across you. Now I don't have to look anymore, I have you ♥
You know why we are so great together? We never pretended. Usually the beginning of relationships start with 2 fake people trying to impress each other. From the beginning, we were ourselves. We thought there was no reason to impress each other. We fell in love with each other. You fell in love with me, even though most of the time I'm a bitch. You put up with me, even though sometimes I can barely put up with you. You know when I trick you into doing what I want, but you do it anyway. We lie together, leave each other, trap one another, and love each other. And that's the way I always want it to be.
Needless to say, I never found it.
But one day I stumbled across you. Now I don't have to look anymore, I have you ♥
You know why we are so great together? We never pretended. Usually the beginning of relationships start with 2 fake people trying to impress each other. From the beginning, we were ourselves. We thought there was no reason to impress each other. We fell in love with each other. You fell in love with me, even though most of the time I'm a bitch. You put up with me, even though sometimes I can barely put up with you. You know when I trick you into doing what I want, but you do it anyway. We lie together, leave each other, trap one another, and love each other. And that's the way I always want it to be.
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